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oh sure now that i can finally get here, after spending most of the day trying to log on, I finally get here, and I've gone completely blank. I can't believe that. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. well I guess this can continue a little bit later. See you all soon.


Jose aka J2

THE ADVENTURES OF A CITY BOY GOING TO A SMALL TOWN IN NORTHERN WI

Il giorno buono a tutto che ha letto questo, and how are you all on this beautiful summer evening? Sorry its been a few days since I updated, but I was gone for the weekend and well let me tell you all how my weekend went. Like Frosted Flakes, it was GREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAT!!!!! I got to meet a whole lot of WG's friends and before I forget, a "Thank you" goes out to Liz for getting WG into chat rooms, I owe you big time, in a good way. A whole bunch of "it was really great meeting you's" go out to Jess (sorry I was too tall for the ambush kiss on the cheek), Kim (yeah you were a part of it too LOL), Jeff (did you really have to let that game of cricket go that long), Tammy, Nick (sorry I couldn't by the UV blue and lemonade, But next time I promise I will), Amy, Leah (next time bring the lyrics), Gordy (we newbies got to stick together), Joyce (wow you look good for 22), Ron, Suze (who stole my "there can be only one' phrase), Cheryl (next time a picture is taken can I be warned first), Angelo, Tammy, Tina and If I missed anybody or put down the wrong name I'm really really sorry. I'm actually impressed that I remember this many names and faces in the first place. So if I didn't mention you it's not for any other reason other than I have a crappy memory. OH and by the way "a giggling salute" goes to the Princess with the wand (you know who you are) and the whack she delivered to WG's noggin, that made me laugh than and I still giggle now about it. So thank you all for a great time, and I hope we can do it again soon. So I guess to answer some questions, yes I had fun and yes I will be coming back. Well anyways I had a great time like I mentioned before, but it was the little things that made it awesome. Like a midnight walk thru a quiet city, where you can smell the river and it smells clean. Standing on this little landing that rested on the river and did the bobble thing watching the reflections from the moon. Realizing that I kind of know my way around the city (I know some of you are thinking its a small town, but to a city rat like me knowing where I am is really cool). Other cool things that happened, I lost at darts...badly, made fun of bad karaoke singers (please I ask of you, never sing copal cabana again ... pleeeeeeeeease), watched movies (along came Polly...very very funny, Big Fish... a very nice fairy tale for adults, and Dickie Roberts...funny and romantic). Watched WG sleep on Saturday, which was nice. Albeit, she was mad at me for letting her sleep. The longer I live, the less I understand...LOL, cuddling was very nice. Oh sorry male bragging moment (I have to do this every once in a while, to keep my "MACHO MAN LICENCE" card updated, if I don't do it they take it away and I get the "Woosy girly Boy license" card). I made WG's toes curl. HEE HEE. There’s this big macho grin on my face now. Oh yeah, Latino Heeeeeeeeeat is in the hizzzie!!! I hope next time I can spend more time hanging with WG's posse and no, that’s not a typo. Wow, I can't believe you sicko's took it like that. For shame for shame, you godless children with your wicked thoughts and wicked ways. Oh and Leah and I think Tina (man I hope I’m right) have some amazing singing talents. I was kind of let down though, when we walked into "Cheer's" no one yelled "NOOOORM!" There was no Sam Malone, no Woody (and I'm talking about the cast from the TV show, sheeeeesh I'm surrounded by heathens), Carla, Diane or Rebecca. Again showing my unique super powers "geek vision". Now Knight Gallery all though a "meat market" has one thing going for it other than the really loud music and being very busy (no real room to move). Its dark, you know, the make out by support beam kind of dark. So yes good times were had my loyal readers. Good times were had.





Now onto some kind of serious stuff, I had my MRI on Thursday. I got the results on Friday right before I started my trek, and yes there is an inflamed nerve behind my eye. I don't have any brain swelling, hmmm; does an inflated ego affect the brain?? But I do have to see a neurologist tomorrow or today depending on how you look at it. That’s a little freaky. I'm hoping its a "take 2 of these and call me in the morning" moment, but than again I thought it would be a simple visit to the eye doctor, get glasses and be done with kind of thing. Oh I'm getting a roommate, sort of. Helping a friend out so he's going to be crashing at my place for a little bit. We'll see how that goes.


Oh yeah people in Westfield WI, are very pleasant people. They helped me find a florist and didn't mind talking to a recently blonde (or as my cousins daughter would say "orange") fat guy in shorts and a tank top, who looks Mexican and doesn't sound like a Cheech and Chong movie. I ended up talking with 2 moms both with little ones, who are apologizing to for the little rascals bumping into me. To which my response was "they're kids let them be kids, they'll be growing up fast enough as it is let them have this moment."

So I guess on that note, I am and will remain

Jose AKA J2

YAY YOU!!! YAY ME!!! YAY US!!!

WOW OH WOW, 483 hits!!!!!!! Daaaaamn!!!!!! Thank you all you faithful readers, and welcome all newcomers...YAY YOU!!!!!... This is so cool, I never thought anybody would read this, but it seems you all have proved me wrong. You know I never thought being wrong would feel so cool :D. LOL. Wow, let me start with the preliminary stuff. Went to the eye doctor, the good news is I’m not going blind. Bad news I might have something called optic neuritis (I think), or something very close to that, basically I might have a nerve that is slightly inflamed...getting a MRI today to look at it. Now that’s even more frightening to me than the visit to the Ophthalmologist. Now it may be a neurological thing instead of an optical thing, yay me. I also found out that I have a stigmatism in my right eye, so I'm fuzzy on one side and slow to focus on the other...great, and I can't do anything about glasses till we figure what’s wrong with the left eye. The excitement is well less than awesome on this particular event.


So needless to say not much sleep to have here, so WG was so nice to give me a wake-up call, which she did, and we talked contently for 15 mins or so.... than drove to work, during the tornado watch, while talking to WG. She seemed more worried than I did, but it was all-good in the end. Had some work speak to do...so I called WG back (and guess who was napping??) so of course I feel like absolute shit for waking her. She says don't worry about it, but if may redirect you to ...and the scary thing is... didn't I make this a concern?? HUH??? Yes I did, so I'm still feeling guilty about that. But we did have a nice little talk, a little more on the serious and emotional side but we can't always have the "stoooop it", "shut up", and "you are soooo bad" talks. Sometimes you need "the little bit of silence", "the thanks", "the fine", and "the awwwe" kind of talks. You know? The sweet and serious type of talks. Now don't act surprised, I am serious some times. Usually when the moon is full, but it does happen. Sometimes you need the talk about "fears" without the freaking out, which I may very happily say that neither of us did...YAY US!!!!...


Now something I never thought I'd be doing...I'm responding to a comment!!!! I know it's a real true to life comment from someone I don't know. A complete stranger to this Cartoon watching, book reading, cereal eating, really bad ryhmer, there goes the timer, ass kickin, Timex takes a lickin. The watch still tickin, ass kissin...oops I mean kickin hehehehehe...*ahem* ass kickin, wimpiest SOB on the planet, ooooop sorry again...that’s toughest, not wimpiest. Man I really wish the type critters would stop touching the keyboard. Well anyway HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa I kind of agree with Suse about the sheath, but there were times when the sword was longer than the coats, or they pulled them out and you can see them holding the hilt as the butt (hehehehehehe) of the sword hangs down. So the sheath comment really would only work with the movie versions of Highlander with Conner, and not Duncan. Only because Connor always had the tan raincoat that he wore which would hide a katana very well. But Duncan usually wore a 3 or 4 button leather car coat which usually measures around 36-39 inches, and according to the katana specs for Duncan’s sword and sheath would have to be at least 43 inches to hold it so I guess 50 inches to hide it. OMG, how anal can one be, to actually go and look up this information. I’m sorry. Now here’s the worse part, I can accept that these men and women are immortals, and that the only way they can die is if you cut off their heads, but I’m not willing to accept that they can hide their swords in their jackets. Again proving that as a geek, I make other geeks look good, and with that


I shall remain


Jose aka J2

THE SAGA CONTINUES

Guten Tag allen, die dies lesen, and how are you all this wonderful morning. Today WG and I hit the entire gamut of emotions. We went from silly to serious, from happy to sad, from fears and concerns, to pessimism and optimisms. I don't actually know if those last 2 words are even real words, but they work, and by now you all know what I mean anyway. It's just so amazing and frightening how much this is affecting me. Its for the better trust me, but still scary. I'm talking about things I have never told anybody and some things that I tried to bury. At times I even find myself stuttering (for those of you who don't know, I only stutter when I'm really tired and when I'm really nervous) allot, which is than followed by the statement "stop being so nervous." You know, I wish there was a way I could convince WG that everything will be ok, that there's no need to fear about whether or not I'll like it up there, or be really bored. I'm trying to convince her, that no matter what happens, as long as we keep talking and sharing the way we do everything will be great. That the key for anything to work out is communication, and we seem to have that little bugger down pat, if you know what I mean. It also seems that our biggest obstacle is simply time, never enough, never soon enough, never long enough and most frustratingly never fast enough. Saying "why can't it be Friday" has become our mantra, along with "stoooop it", "shut up", and "you are soooo bad". LOL. On the other hand, the "why can't it be Friday" statement has now been kind of usurped by "this weekend's going to go by so fast". I know I've told WG, that I'm just grateful we'll be getting some time at all, but a part of me knows that WG is right. The time will pass by really fast, and than the next time we see each other, we'll have even less time. So I'll take whatever time WG and I get. Even if it’s only for a couple of hours and I have to drive back down here for work that same day.

Now on to a quick tangent, my left eye has been bothering me for a little bit now, so I set an appointment, only because WG made me, and I'm telling all of you right here and right now, I am really scared about this. I didn't want to worry anyone yesterday by telling them, my fears, but it is a real concern for me. As some of you know I LOVE to read, I LOVE art, and I LOVE MOVIES. So the fear of something wrong with my eye that might affect this has me very and truly frightened. Now when you read this don't get all "concerny or worry wartish", they are just fears, like my irrational fear of dying and no one coming to my funeral. I know it's not going to be anything bad, but as I've been finding out, looking for medical answers on the internet, and all you find is the most extreme scenarios, does tend to cause major wiggins. LOL, you know what I mean. So yeah, tomorrow's going to be a long day no matter what. Even if I didn't have my mentoring thing going on tomorrow, or I guess that would be today.

Oh and hello all of WG's friends I know I'll be meeting some of you on Friday, but I did want to say thank you. Because of WG sharing this little space, I've had almost 420 hits to this blog. It was only at 320 something when I showed it to her wow almost 2 weeks ago. That kind of blows my mind too, that we've been talking for less than a month all together, and been talking on the phone under 2 weeks. Wow, I still can't believe that's all it's been. Well only 2 days before I see WG again and meet some of you for the first time, LOL, I hope you don't mind being pointed out or mentioned on here.
Wow each entry seems to get longer and longer. LOL, can you believe at one time I was a little concerned about what I would say on here, now Hell it just pours out of me. Well if you decide to stop by and read this make sure you say "HI." I'd love to know what you think. Well its time for me to get to work, this paperwork, won't do itself, trust me, I know. I've been willing it to get done but it just sits there, like a bump on a log. And on that note...

I still remain

Jose aka J2

AND THE SCARY THING IS...

Bonjour à tout qui ceci a lu, and how are you all doing today? Just got off the phone with WG, and things are still going great, and the scary thing is, that they are going great. I know some of you are thinking "what so scary about talking with someone?" Well it's that she totally understands me. The way I think and the way I feel. Heck, she even has the same "freak out" moments I have. I've been talking to WG for less than 2 weeks and all of a sudden I can't remember what’s its like NOT talking to her. I can't remember not spending time with her either on Yahoo or the phone. I really miss her when we're not talking. When we are talking time flies by so fast that it's like we just started talking and now we got to go. I mean I know WG stays up to talk to me, and I feel guilty about that, but at the same time I feel very selfish because I love that she stay's up to talk to me. I feel bad knowing she's going to work tired, I mean that really bugs me. I don't want her to always be tired. So my new dilemma is how long should we talk, because its never enough, but I also want her to get some sleep for work and so she isn't sleeping on the couch. I know I'm thinking too much. I know that, but now I'm worrying about it. OMG I feel like Chandler from Friends. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not looking for excuses to avoid talking to her, just the opposite. I want to be able to talk to her more, but I also want WG to get the right amount of sleep. Do you know what I mean? Or am I just worrying about nothing?? Well back to the original topic before I strayed off on that tangent. I'm always talking about WG at work that some of the guys here (including residents) are just giving me that "WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT UP!!!" look, now I actually get that a lot, but I'm now getting it all the time, and in "group" glares. Hmmmm I wonder how many of you faithful readers are getting tired of reading about WG? LOL, well things keep looking up and going good, so I guess I'll be talking about her for a while yet. Well along with other stray tangents that I seem to go off on every 2-3 minutes. You know what I mean?? Oh by the way I've chosen to go with jeans, now I got to choose a shirt!!! Daaaaaaaaaaamn will my tribulations and jeopardy’s ever end??? LOL actually, I know what shirt I'm wearing, that was an easy one. But one of the cool things is that ITS SUMMERTIME AND I CAN PULL OUT ONE OF MY TRENCH COATS wooooooooooooooooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooooooooooooo, yay me!! LOL I'll be wearing my black one and walking around going "there can be only one" yeah its a quote from Highlander, one of the most awesome movies and TV series ever made I might add. Now if only I could figure out how they were able to keep swords in them, which would be cool. LOL oh and on a sad not, while trimming the collection of lint I cal facial hair, I screwed up :( so I had to shave. When I came into work one of the residents looked at me and goes, "when is Jose coming to work, and who are you, are you working the overnight instead of Jose?" To which I responded _______, I am here and yes I am working the overnight, and ______ responds with "aaaaah shiiiit dude, you look like a damn kid." So now that makes me feel absolutely cool and manly, when a 16yo kid tells me that I look like a kid. I don't know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. Oh yeah one more thing, hitting the dyes again. I'm getting bored with my hair so we're going back to bottle blonde (actually its more orange, but you get the idea). Or maybe just color half of it.... hmmmm, more thoughts to ponder. Oh yeah did I mention that there are 3 more days before I can see WG again?? I didn't? Coooooool, *ahem* *clearing throat* *me me me me me* *testing testing* ok I'm ready.... ONLY 3 MORE DAYS TILL I SEE WG AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man why can't it be Friday?? And with that

I still remain

Jose aka J2

AND THE UPDATES CONTINUE...

Hello one and all...or at least some and most of you...you know I would really love to know who actually read this little area of space on the information super highway. It's just a curious thought of who actually cares about what is said by this slightly insane 30something guy. Well anyways as I was saying the updates continue...
You know I have come to realize that sharing my thoughts on here has become a 2-fold thing. Especially when the person you are talking about also reads what it is I am saying and thinking. Hmmmm, is this a good thing or bad thing?? Oh well, its not like I keep anything private anyway, so hey WG, yes I am waving at you, and stop blushing :D, I hope you got a good nights sleep. I on the other hand am working right now...hehehehehe... and letting all who read this know what happened tonight. So we talked again, and again we still haven't run out of topics of conversation. I am so amazed that someone can keep up with this blabbering idiot, and not only make sense of what I'm saying, but understands clearly. Can you believe it, someone just as weird as me?? I know it's a scary SCAAAAAAAAAAAARY concept that I found and am talking with my other half. You know someone who is almost exactly like you, but with enough subtle differences that just compliment the other person. Well for me, after dating with complete opposites that spending time with such a similar soul is scary, exciting, new, fresh and very exciting (yes I meant to use exciting twice, trust me it fits perfectly). Yes WG, I am talking about you. So as those of you who actually read this you can tell that things are still going really good. I'm also realizing that when you want a week to go faster, it takes its sweet damn time...GRRRRRRR!!!! By the way, I have a quick little survey, should I wear khaki’s or jeans?? I mean some of you have to have opinions. I know, I know WG, you won't tell me what to wear...but it's still an open question to any who want to answer. Oh yeah one more thing.... JUST BRING IT...and you know who that goes to :-P well I got to fold some towels and actually do some work, I mean they do pay me to do something, well besides update my blog that is. LOL. So my little devils and angels, I'll try to get to you all tomorrow to keep you all abreast (hehehehehehe look what I just said) of the comings (LOL) and goings of my obtuse observations of a confused and recently single guy (and if things keep going the way they are.... hmmmm who knows?) who has nothing to lose and everything to prove...to himself. You know what, I think I am proving myself to be pretty worthy. Well atleast in my head.
So until than I remain
Jose aka J2
ps besides the 2 cell phones yesterday, as we we're hanging up I was informed that her cordless was dying at the exact same time. LOL....we're killing phones left and right...so yes we be mighty phone hunters no phone device is safe..LMAO

WE KILLED 2 CELL PHONES

OMG we killed 2 cell phones. No Lie!! No kidding!! We ran 2 cell phones out of power. And we were still talking. Finally around 430 AM (we started talking at 11ish) we still wanted to talk some more, but she was getting super sleepy, so we said goodnight, but I think we could’ve talked a whole lot longer. Is it possible to talk for over a week and NOT run out of topics? I can say with absolute certainty that the answer is yes! Ladies and gentleman, WONDERGIRL or WG as we'll call her, is quite an awesome gal. I can't stop talking to her, not that I'd want to mind you, I just love hearing the "shut ups", the giggles, the "I’m so glad its dark in here", the "whatever’s" and the laughs. It's true; I've been poisoned by Cupid's arrow, but in a good way. At one point I was laying down on the couch and I reached over, because I could've sworn she was right next to me. I know I'm blubbering, but I haven't felt this excited to hear someone’s voice in a long time. Why does Friday have to be so far away? If I hadn't mentioned it before, I'm going back up on Friday, where the "trial by friends" starts. Although they will be getting together for a different reason, I'm still a wee bit on the petrified side. Not because I'm bad with people but because friends see things that you don't always catch. So we'll see how that turns out. Oh by the way I really recommend the movie 50 First Dates its funny silly and romantic, in a cool and truly memorable way. But something else it does, if you really want to read between the lines, is that it doesn't take much to fall in love with someone, and whats so bad about falling in love every day, like it was the first time? Yeah I know I'm a little bit on the mushy side, but what can I say, I feel great, had a great time and we almost slept together (as in she almost fell asleep on the phone and I kind of wanted to hear her sleep...I know corny, but its true). Well I think things are going pretty good so far. It’s very cool that we are having some of the same concerns and fears, but its even cooler that we talk and help each other deal with them. So thank you WG, you really made my night. Hope to talk to you soon, and don't worry faithful readers, I'll be keeping you all updated on WG and how things are progressing.
So until the next update, I remain
Jose aka J2

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD

Hola a todos que leyeron esto, I had the most wondrous day yesterday. I spent some time with this great gal, who (insert gasp here) makes me laugh, who I can talk with and well makes me feel nice and special. I kind of hope she feels the same way too. I wanted to write this yesterday or actually earlier this morning (after I got off the phone with her, only because my damn phone died...going to have to take care of that little problem that keeps a landline from being in my residence). But all I could think of was "I really don't like my cell phone right now" and "why the heck don't you recharge when you is plugged in like other cool phones do". If she reads this I really hope she doesn't mind that other people are reading this. I never really plan out what I'm going to say I just kind of do it. It’s just what I'm thinking and feeling at the moment. I mean I do sometimes spell check, edit and re-word some things (albeit just to clarify, not to change the feeling). Well what happened you ask?? LOL, that’s funny you ask because well nothing happened. I got a tour of her home town, a tour of her place (that she claims was trashed, but looks like 100 times better than my place...so of course the pressure is on if she ever comes to my little hole in the wall, that I call home...I wonder if merry maids do extreme cleaning, and I wonder how much it would cost?) Than we talked and laughed. I like an ignoramus sat in a chair while she sat on the couch, and part of the time all I could think was "what the hell am I doing on this chair?” Well the time passes, and it's time for us to part ways, so my heart screams "KISS HER YOU FOOL!!!!", but the brain goes "oh no, better not, she's talking to you. Don’t ruin it". That’s the last time I ever listen to my brain. Well that was my wondrous day. YAY ME!!!!!! I'll keep you all informed on what else happens. Because it was a beautiful day in the neighborhood.
Until than I remain
Jose aka J2

I'M NOT AN ANGRY PERSON....DAMN IT

Greetings and salutations my brothers and sisters. I was sitting outside today...well i guess more accurately yesterday, and this thought came to mind. I'm not angry young man anymore. I was sitting there pen in hand, I was trying to work on some poems, smoking a cigarette, putting on paper the words that are flowing from my head. They don't mean much and probablly never will, but they are my idiosynchratic toughts. Well, as I looked around, I saw that I'm surrounded by drama queens, freaks, geeks, fools, stupid people, naive people, jerks, mean people, nice people and ignorant people. And I wouldn't have it anyother way. They didn't piss me off, with their insane (and amazingly immature views on life, even though half of these people weren't even old enough to drive). They made me laugh and smile. I even joined in on some of it, if only to correct a statement or to have it clarified. I didn't go off on them like I would have before. As a matter of fact, I was quite intrigued by the loads of BS that was being spewed, because it made me think of the ways I used to act. It also brought me to realize that even though I'm surrounded by drama queens, freaks, geeks, fools, stupid people, naive people, jerks, mean people, nice people and ignorant people, I started to see the true beauties of the world. No I'm not talking about the girl in the hot pants that just walked by, but I am talking about truth, innocense, loyalty and intelligence. They made me see that we're not that different at all, yet we'll never be equals. There is a hierarchy, and the older I get the less I care about it. There's no such thing as a girl who is out of your league. There is no such thing as he's too good for you. There's no such thing as you have to settle. Those are some of the biggest lies ever created. Take a chance, you might get lucky and than again you might not. But what have you got to lose. How much does the word no really hurt? It's not like you've....wait a second....I mean... its not like we've never used or heard it, and by god's blue earth we are still alive. Sure it might bring the ego down a peg, but it's you, the indiviidual, who ultimately has to pick yourself up. So all you drama queens, freaks, geeks, fools, stupid people, naive people, jerks, mean people, nice people and ignorant people, take this little bit of advice. We're not the same but I'm more like you than you know, and yes, when you grow up, you will be just like us. I'm not an angry person anymore.....damn it....I guess that means I going to have to change the name of this blog, oh well, might as well do it....lol

So yes today I like it here.....and I hate it here, will be having a lil face lift.

I remain

Jose aka J2

I LOVE WATCHING (another of http://luluslines.blog-city.com/ triggers)

I love watching...

wow, thats a tough one. I have so many things I love watching. The snow fall in front of a street light. I love watching children play. I love watching my chinchilla take dust baths. I love watching a smile grow. Sunsets are on this list. As is the full moon, in the middle of the night, and seeing the moon in the morning sky. I love watching old couples who still act "frisky" in public. The way a horse gallops, so majestic and powerful. I love seeing the words flow on to a page when you have an idea, yet no control over what they say. I love watching faces on christmas, when people open gifts, and get what they want. I love watching cartoons on saturday mornings. Like I said its hard to decide what I love watching because in general I love watching everything...

but I do miss watching one thing. I really miss watching someone sleep next to me, but that's something for a later date.

So I guess today... I hate it here...less and less everyday

WOW...WHAT A DAY

wow, what a day i had. i had a 5 hour sex marathon, first time since late march. you know its actually possible to forget how much fun it is. hmmm... i wonder will it be another 2-3 months before it happens again? well anyways, how are you my few and nonexisting readers? i'm actually in quite a weird mood. I started a new blog http://saintnsyynner.blogspot.com/ one that i actually enjoy doing almost as much as this one. it's just my crazy thoughts put into poetic forms. done 2 of em so far, one is an old one i wrote almost a year ago, and the other is a new one. oh if anybody knows html...i would really like some help making http://saintnsyynner.blogspot.com/ a very cool looking thing. so yes my miniscule fans, a call for help has just been made. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP me with html, PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE!!! well thats it for now, i'll be back in a few hours...


PS That blog no longer exists, but all th entries can be found on here

A DAY OLDER or NOTHINGS CHANGED

Yes, the day came and went. Another year and one day older, and nothing much has changed. I'm still full of piss and vinegar. I still can't tolerate stupidity and ignorance. I still procrastinate. I still smoke. I'm still not fit and healthy. I still watch mind-numbing TV. I'm still not rich. I'm still single. I still return movies late. But...


On the other hand, I'm happy. That’s a new one for me. I have a job that I actually like, again. My real friends have stood by me and shown themselves to be true. My not so real friends reared their ugly heads and showed me their true faces. My family helped me get on my feet. I rediscovered my passion for reading, along with my dislike of newspapers. I've learned how to budget, or at least not waste all my money all at once.


Wow...so I guess a lot has changed...LOL...who knew? So I guess today I like it here. Why not? It could be worse.


Jose


P.s. oh no!!!!! Am I losing my edge??? Am I turning into a woos???? Ah who the hell am I kidding, I'm just feeling a day older and none the wiser :)