A Moment Of Silence

Now those of you that actually know me, know that I'm not a pro-military person. But I do have a respect for those that do choose this way of life. Yes, it is a way of life. It takes someone of a special courage, an unbelievable strength of character and a love for their family, home and friends, to join the military. It takes someone who is afraid but won't and didn't let that stand in his or her way. It takes ultimate sacrifice, for those that laid it all on the line, because whether they lived or died, they're the ones who pay the price of freedom. I may never know all of you, but to you all I do say "thank you"! To the families and friends of these courageous individuals, my prayers are with you. To those who never came home... a moment of silence.

THIS IS THE "I HOPE LULU's FEELING BETTER ENTRY

I went to get my trigger phrase today and found out Lulu wasn't feeling very well, so in a way of sending her good feelings I will be using her previous trigger's and for I think the first time be writing positive things so here’s the first

As I sit at the computer, I look out of the window I see... a door. Because I'm at work, and my office is almost all windows and in front of me is a resident’s door. But ironically I also see my reflection, and I realize I have to shave. I also got this weird group of hairs sticking up. I'm also listening to the radio and jammin'. LOL earlier I was LIKE TOTALLY HEAD BANGIN!!!!!! to Metallica's "Trapped Under Ice".

Ok now the next one

The hazy lazy days of summer bring...sunburns from lying at the beach for too long. It also brings the left arm is darker drivers tan. It also brings out all us wearing them really dark sunglasses so we can ooggle and ahhh at the opposite sex and they can't notice which way our eyes are looking. It also brings Summerfest!!!!!!!!!! The absolute joy of drinking an ice-cold beer on a sunny hot day. It also brings all the big budget movies. Running thru sprinklers and playing in the fire hydrant spray. Hell it seems that "The hazy lazy days of summer brings..." brings out the absolute love of life. The big events and the little joys all come out.

Ok now the next one

No matter how down I may feel at times.... nope...can't do this one...well at least not today...remember I'm sending out positive feelings :)

Ok I’m going to look for another one because the next one was a what annoys you trigger.... LOL
There is a reason.... for this particular entry. It's a way to say thank you for doing something that even though it may not seem like a big thing it still nice to know that it is appreciated. Well I guess I'm done for now so if you can't tell, TODAY I LIKE IT HERE, see I told you it was getting better. See I do have good days :). But don't worry the rants and raves will be here next time :P.
I still remain

Jose aka J2

I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING SO I CHEATED BY GOING TO http://luluslines.blog-city.com/ and dictionary.com FOR AN IDEA

I love the smell of...

rain just before it actually starts to rain. Everything smells so clean and pure. Especially if you think this world is a screwed up place full of liars, cheats and a pungent evil to horrid to name. I know I am one of those people. I like knowing that every once in a while; it's not so bad. That for just a moment, the world is as pure as child’s laughter, as beautiful as a baby's smile and as strong as the awe and wonder that used to feed us before we "grew" up. I know I'm being melodramatic, but that’s my right. I have earned every cynical, pessimistic, sarcastic, sardonic, scoffing, scornful, skeptical, sneering, suspicious, unbelieving and wry comment that I do make. I didn't get this way overnight, nosiree bob; it took a long time to get there. It took all the people who tried to control, boss, bully, command, dominate, handle, manipulate, regulate, rule over and subjugate me. Wow, don't I sound like some crazy freedom activist...well I guess in a way I am. But like other beings, when given freedom, what is it that they do? Do we fear, run away, accommodate, admit, adopt, comprehend, comprise, contain, cover, deal with, encompass, grab, incorporate, involve, receive, seize, subsume, take in, take on, take up, welcome or is there abhorrence, agitation, angst, anxiety, apprehensiveness, aversion, cold feet, cold sweat, concern, consternation, cowardice, despair, discomposure, dismay, disquietude, distress, doubt, dread, faintheartedness, foreboding, fright, horror, jitters, misgiving, nightmares, panic, phobia, resentment, qualm, reverence, revulsion, scare, suspicion, terror, timidity, trembling, tremor, trepidation, unease, uneasiness, and worry. I don't have any answers. Just observations and lately they have been a wee-bit on the negative side. Or is that on the realistic side?? I'm still trying to figure that out, but as "Rowdy" Roddy Piper was famous for saying..."Just when you think you have all the answers, I change the questions"...how true that is. Now don't get me wrong I do have a lot of things that make me happy, just right now they aren't at the top of my list. Right now all I got is a bit of spite, animosity, antipathy, bad blood, bitchiness, contempt, enmity, gall, grudge, harsh feeling, hate, hatred, ill will, malevolence, malice, maliciousness, malignity, peeve, rancor, resentment, venom and a touch of vindictiveness. Not that this is good or bad, it just is. We all have it inside of us, angel or devil and saint or sinner. We have the rapture, the agony, the love, the hate, the sorrow, the joy, the laughter, the tears, the despair and the hope. For me, I just let it out here. Sometimes it's just a momentary feeling and at other times it’s a longing to relinquish and purge these thoughts and emotions. That's what this is today, a purging. So today I hate it here...but it's getting better.





Jose

EMPIRE RECORDS IS THE BEST TEEN MOVIE SINCE THE BREAKFAST CLUB

As I just finished watching Empire Records, I've come to realize that it is the Breakfast Club of the nineties!!!! It's damn true. You have the cool and the geeks wanting to be a part of something yet never realizing they all ready are. You have the romantic relationships and untold loves. You have the yearning to be responsible adults yet not necessarily knowing what that is. You have cool music and you have the obligatory drug scenes. You have the miraculous change of teens to mature teens. You have the underwear is showing moments. But mostly you have the not so cool place be ultra cool. So if you have seen one and not the other...do something about it...watch, enjoy and for now piss off because that's all I really have to say. any questions?? Well since today I hate it here, save them till next time.

Until than I remain the king of the dorks and emperor of geeks

Jose